When Life & Subliminals Meet

Two weeks ago was the best/strangest week I've ever had.  I was feeling uneasy and stressed about really, nothing at all, so I decided to just let go of every doubt and fear and "can not"s and "not good enough"s and turned them into I don't give two shucks.

I was so complacent and chill with life that I don't know if I've ever been so calm before.  

And then that week's episode of "How I Met Your Mother" premiered and I was in love.  I was so in love with the episode because it was just so perfectly done.  And it just so happened to be the episode where the main characters were barely in two minutes of it--"How Your Mother Met Me"

Then this scene came on.

And I just thought it was the weirdest thing because just the day before, I was reading another comparison about lottery tickets that really resonated with me.  The line I read was, "It only takes one ticket to win the lottery."  So I thought it was just a cool coincidence.

And then, this scene happened.

Naturally, I freaked out.  Because if you really know me, you know how practically obsessed I am with this song and phrase.  So much, it's like I know it like the BACK of my LEFT hand.  

Okay, okay.  I already thought the obvious, "It's just a t.v. show..."

But the entire week it was like "lottery ticket" was the phrase of the week.  And of course, when cool things I like that happen--I let my mind wander about different things.  (Hey, I'm a writer, we like to imagine things).  Things like, what if I really win the lottery, what if I come across something too good to be true--do I take it, what if said lottery ticket becomes completely oblivious to me that I'm just completely unresponsive to it?  So many things, so many things.

But of course, who really knows?

Anyways, I'm avoiding homework at the moment because I've been kinda out of it all day, so what do I do?  Watch this movie.

I think I just need sleep.